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02:42pm 13/03/2008
mrs. a.s. roddick
you don't seem so proud

new. new. new. i'm a new new girl. same ideas. new girl though.
mood: creativecreative
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01:16pm 19/09/2007
mrs. a.s. roddick
From time to time, the glass that we believe is half-full is actually half-empty. From time to time, you get this feeling that no matter how young you feel, there are some days when you feel older than time itself. From time to time, no matter how many men I think I want, I really just want my father back. No matter how old or young, I get, I will never feel the same as I did when everything in my world came crashing down. This isn’t to say that today is a bad day. No, today is the first day that I start at my new job and the only day I can safely say that I will be helping straightening and ringing up handbags until my brain explodes.

I rather like this lifestyle, this teary-eyed, emotional, nostalgic life I’ve set up for myself. My only boyfriend in the four years of high school has been someone I can’t seem to get off my mind. Someone who really, I could say, I felt something other than lust. Because, between you and me, he isn’t that good looking. He’s just your average, stereotypical asshole that makes me think. In this, I learned that the men that I like have to be complete assholes to everyone except for me. At least, for the first couple of months of the relationship.

I turn to my friends, each one of them as different as the one standing next to them. There’s the dreamer, the procrastinator, the musician, the wannabe actress, the brilliant yet damaged, oh, I could go on and on. I refuse to mention their names because, in the long run, we’re all the exact same way. You could blend all of these people and get a different façade of mine.

Ramble ramble ramble. That’s my gift to the world. A legacy of rambles and words that can be strung together to make a sentence.

Thanks for listening.

In other words, I don't think I'll be posting to this journal or any journal for a while. I'm kind of feeling, well, depressed these days for a number of reasons. I'm not really in the mood to even get up to go to school or even to attend work. I'm a good actress, so things don't see as severe as they might be. I'm really tired this days and I really don't want to much else but stay home and produce musings such as this one.

Stef, I hope Russia is lovely & cold. And I'm sorry I missed you. I really still love you and I really wish you the best in the cold. I really think you'll do something wonderful with your life and I miss speaking to you. I'll see you in December, I promise, once my life isn't so hectic and out of control and making me feeling not good.

I hope everyone is feeling good and not wanting to slit my throat because I've been such a shit friend. I'm a shit friend, by the way. I want to see you guys, but then I realize that other things are more important and I take those things over anything. I'm also a shit daughter, if that makes you feel better.
mood: depresseddepressed
music: until the end of time//justin timberlake
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04:59pm 25/07/2007
mrs. a.s. roddick
I hate to complain and whine and bitch and moan about things I have no control over, but I tell you right now...I really do like him. Goddamned flirting.

In this respect, I haven't touched HP7 since Sunday, as if I'm sick or something...

I bought both Plain White T's cds with "Hey There Delilah" on them.
mood: confusedconfused
music: last call//plain white t's
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Harry Potter 7  
12:14pm 21/07/2007
mrs. a.s. roddick
Did I mention that it was totally worth it to be up until 3 AM to get it?
location: london. england
mood: accomplishedaccomplished
music: rehab//amy winehouse
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04:40pm 20/07/2007
mrs. a.s. roddick
The onset of liking someone at camp has started all over again. I mean, sure I liked Al, but I work with him and if I don't have him, I'm sure my boys will have an uprising. Just three more weeks [I had made a hugely n00b mistake earlier this week regarding this situation] and I'm out. But this summer was pretty good, I won't lie to you in the least. I got to be away from my mother, which basically means that I can survive without her for a few days.

But, it's really not time for musings on the summer front. It's really to say that something interesting might be going down at camp with one of my friends. I'll see what happens.

In other news, I need to see if DD & I can go to the mall before we go to the Harry Potter ball. I want to get a charm for my necklace and maybe a Gryffindor tie, something to denote my love for the chivarious house of Godric.

Shush. I need the bank too.


"I'm not your maid or your mother."
"How about my woman?"
"We'll talk about that later." [what I said]
"I don't think you can handle me." [what I should have said.]

P.S.: One of Andrea's friends [Juliana, namely] came over and called me a liar because I told her that Andrea was on vacation.
mood: excitedexcited
music: the best thing//relient k
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09:05pm 17/07/2007
mrs. a.s. roddick
Oh wow. This month is Harry Potter mania! And that's all I have to say. Updates after I see the movie & read HP7 and everyone else has done the same. <3
location: austin, texas
mood: happyhappy
music: eurEka
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06:57am 07/07/2007
mrs. a.s. roddick
The most disappointing face in historyCollapse )

That picture makes me cry everytime I see it. Not only does he look like he's about to cry, but that beard...oh, that's awful.

I'm not sure if I like the new house yet. I'm still undecided if I want to be here or not. For now, however, I'm going to have to like it. I'll update more regarding this important matter, for now, however, I'm going to roll over and sleep.

He lost that match, so bye Andy! Wimbledon ends tomorrow... :(

Happy 7.7.07! I'm going to go play the lotto today, I think, after I put my check in the bank & do my laundry.
mood: sleepysleepy
music: hello beastie//hans zimmer
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Writer's Block: QotD  
03:10pm 19/06/2007
mrs. a.s. roddick
How would you describe the face whitaker is making in his userpic?

Oh. I love lj and their writing block stuff.
mood: sicksick
music: don
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10:49am 25/05/2007
mrs. a.s. roddick
Pirates was wonderful. Long, but wonderful.

icon courtesy of the pirates of the caribbean: the curse of the black pearl fanlisting
mood: exhaustedexhausted
music: vanity fair soundtrack
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drama fest 2007, still goes on.  
09:15pm 11/05/2007
mrs. a.s. roddick
So, okay. It's not my fault that I like him. No. It's not my fault. In case you want to know, I'm so sick about hearing about her and it drives me crazy. And he wants to know how come I hate her...it's drama for my own head. I spent second period so upset and worn out that I couldn't even look or speak to him third period.

So. I'm glad there's twenty days left of this stuff. Don't count weekends. Counting weekends, you add an additional ten days and...yeah. it doesn't make any sense. Graduation is on June 22nd, in case you didn't know.

I'm making myself depressed by listening to Coldplay.

I hate this humidity. I'm just glad we don't live in Florida/Texas/Mississippi/Louisiana and their humidity is like 200%.

I don't even want to comment about Andy Roddick because that broke my heart yesterday.

I'm screwing up grammar. I'm so tired of this.
location: rome, italy
mood: depresseddepressed
music: what if//coldplay
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